R’s comments on the new directions and his plans to separate the two groups are strongly implying an attempt to try my ability and potential out in some new dimensions. While possibly meaning an opportunity for next year, it will definitely stretch me out extensively this whole year of 2011 and I could eventually fail. Now I have to decide, in a relatively short time, either to take it on or to give it up. What a dilemma!
The duty, responsibility and the pride of a father and a husband will urge me to stay on, and therefore I think my answer will be “let’s game!”
But I do ask the Lord to give me peace, health, strength and wisdom, so I won’t fail!