What is meant to take place will take place, and a man has to bear whatever the outcome of his decision.
I knew that it’s the time to let go those things that had been dragging me down!
I unfortunately anticipated such a close of this stage of my career, and got myself prepared for it!
Now that everything is going along with the plan, then why I am so disturbed?
Hope I can find my answer sometime later and then append it to this post.
Appendix: The answer is patience, I guess. If the reality is different from my plan, I need to accept the reality, with courage and peace.