It seems coming from nowhere that feeling being knocked down, after working effectively and smoothly for more than three weeks.
D and J wrote to check up on me. They wanted to know how my new job was going. Hesitating for a while I wrote back not telling the truth. And that get me into the emotion of guilty. Sorry my dear friends, I myself do not know what could it be even in the next few days. The cruel fact is that stress builds up not matter I resist to it or not.
It is disappointing.
God, please remove the burdens from my shoulders, strength me to pull through this time period of difficulties.